I am a grieving mother of four. My children are in heaven while I live my life out on earth. I struggle every day to get out of bed, this is my journey. I am 43 years old now, married to Jonathon M...ver maisI am a grieving mother of four. My children are in heaven while I live my life out on earth. I struggle every day to get out of bed, this is my journey. I am 43 years old now, married to Jonathon Milliken. My family and my God helped me through these past fourteen years.ver menos